
Some of my readers are asking me about the paintings in The Firts Session Paintings, a while ago. I thank them for it. I am having some difficulties, finishing (or continuing) these paintings. Painting is harder than I thought it would be. Large paintings (at least for me they are large) frighten me. I think I can do more than I really can. These paintings in the last post are still there. They will be finished. Some day. It looks if I am complaining, but I am not. I am enjoying painting. A lot. But I wish I could do more than I am doing. The bar is set to high for me. I only want to get better in painting. I wrote this before, but this is my story, so far. Many times I find myself looking at, and thinking about the paintings I am working on. Asking myself questions. What’s the next step? Which parts could be better? Should I change things? This process sometimes takes several days, untill I know what to do. In that time I don’t paint. I stare at paintings. That is why I started a new painting project: a weblog called: ’
Holland in Small Oils’. Little paintings of landscapes, still lifes and whatever comes to mind. This is my answer to that “thinking-process”. Find the answers to my painting problems. And, because I feel that, no matter what, I should paint every day. When I paint every day, it will improve my skills, and I will make better paintings. It is a (almost daily) two or three hour exercise. I seem to have less problems doing small paintings, I feel comfortable with these kind of exercises. When I produce a lot of these little paintings, I think I can go back and produce some larger ones. At least, I will learn new things and will get more experienced. Go, and take a look, I hope you will join me and be a part of my learning process. Give me some comment and support. I really need it. Tell me what is good, tell me if what's wrong. Some day I will conquer myself. This weblog will stay here and I will post some new things, but not for now. For now, I will concentrate myself on the small paintings. Above, on the image, you see the track I am walking on. A track that leads to an unknown area. But I will explore the field before me. I will go for it! - Jiddje